Kenzy's World

Most entries originally posted on kenzi4u.easyjournal.com.

6.30.2003

The Day After

My birthday came and went quietly, which was just fine with me. I really wasn’t up to anything more than veggin’ at home with a few movies. I did get several phone calls, and e-cards; though I must say that I’m happy that it will be another year before someone sings “Happy Birthday” into my ear actually most weren’t bad, but the one screaming one was enough to last a lifetime - you know who you are. LOL

Just when I thought life was fun, a friend of mine decided that today was the day to officially “release me back into the wild” LOL. We went to the mall, and amazingly enough I was fine no panic, no pissy mood about being shoved into a space with too many people. I’m starting to think it’s the company; he is Navy after all, and so damn cute. I had so much fun telling him what clothes looked good on him (and boy did they ever look good on him), and what never to be caught dead wearing. The only problem with my release was I was with a guy, now you tell me how to pick up other men when you have one with you.... that’s what I thought!

Work went really well today, and it’s so beautiful outside I tried to slip out the front door every chance I got. On the way home this evening a song came on the radio that I haven’t heard for well over a year “slam” from Onyx; I had to smile and laugh at that. I don’t think anyone who reads this knows the history of me and that song, I think I will keep it that way. LOL

I think I will be off, I may be going out with some friends for awhile tonight as it is common consensus that I need to be around my own age so that the 19 yr. olds will stop hitting on me. Though cute and sweet way too young for me, even as a distraction!

6.26.2003

New Day

Okay, so it’s been awhile since I updated, but in my defense I was visiting my new baby nephew. And he is adorable, just like I knew he would be. I must say that I certainly didn’t expect him to have quite that much hair, the child already needs a hair cut and he only a month old. LOL

Mythra and Lilith are on the up swing finally; they have started to gain back the weight they lost through all the upheaval of the last couple months. Although Mythra still has a cold, but I think that she’s faking cause she only ever sneezes when I am in the room. And lily is back to be the little stinker that I love, she got so ornery the other night she bit Mythra, and Mythra pushed her off the platform for it. It’s not good to say but it did make me laugh a little after it was over. Not to worry it wasn’t a serious bite and lily came away from it with a bruised ego and that was about it.

As for me, well I am making it without Aaron; and quite well I might add. Besides that dating doesn’t seem like such a bad option these days. It also helps that I get hit on more at work then I ever did, even going out with the girls; strange about that but whatever. LOL I guess you could say that I am seeing more about myself now than I have in years and no not all it pretty but most of it is great.

Well I am out of here for now, i hope that everyone is doing well.

6.16.2003

Pappa's Girl

Funny Girl (dog) was a wonderful member of our family for many years and loved by so many that she became a community pet. God is lucky to have her with him now. Rest in peace puppy

6.11.2003

Liar!

Something a little funny and very irritating happened today, I didn’t think it was funny at the time. A person today outright called me a liar, when I have been nothing but truthful, he on the other hand has not been truthful about many things. Wow I wonder why he questions my honesty when he himself is everything but honest.

What happened to the nice guys, do I just go for all the assholes? No, that can’t be I know some men that are complete jerks that I haven’t had the thought to go after. So it seems to me that all the nice men are in hiding, we women must frighten the holy hell out of them. Cause I know their are some single nice guys out there somewhere, I just wish I knew where!!!

Enough of that bitching and moaning, today was not so busy but I have been draggin’ ass the last few days. That’s what I get for staying up late, I suppose LOL. Just goes to shoe that old habits doe very hard, at one point not to long ago I was sleeping at night and getting up in the mornings. I must try to get my sleeping patterns back under control, I am not very productive this way. LOL And the struggle continues.

I was going to see my new nephew this weekend but I don’t think that I’m up for it. Who knows I may just get there anyway, to escape Omaha for a day or two.

Well I’m outta here for tonight, cause I know this has got to be one of the most boring posts that I have ever left. G’night all!

6.10.2003

Well Shit

This week promises to be rather busy. I may get a chance to go see that wonderful little nephew that just arrived. YAY! New clan memebers are so ugly their cute, and when the little dear gets grumpy I get to hand him back to Momma.

I'm not going to post anything else that's going on right now, cause I'm still trying to sort out what all has happened in the past month. Let's just say that I got a good hard kick in the ass, maybe that's what I need though....

6.04.2003

Time to Cool

The past week has been more than tiring. On a good note, Pen had her baby, it's a boy, and very cute (I haven't seen him yet, but we do share genetics). I have been trying to figure out when I can make time to go see the little dear, but that easier said than done right now.

I would like to add this, because I feel like I need to: I'm a big girl, I can make decisions by myself, I can run my own life. I don't want to offend anyone here, I just want to make sure that though I appreciate feed back, don't get disgruntled with me when I don't handle things the way others would like me to.