Announcement

Entry Disclaimer: This is going to be one of the most girly entries that I have ever left, proceed with caution. Oh and if anyone rains on my parade for at least the next week, be warned, I will hunt you down and kick you until you stop squirming!

And now that I have said that....

Aaron proposed, I said yes.

We're getting married!

::hyperhappygirlysqueal::

I have been waiting for two days to post this, some people are a pain to get a hold of.

Have a good one!

Oops

Okay so I disappeared for 9 days... things have been busy. That's what happens when you rebuild two hard drives, you know that whole having to reinstall all that software again, and the updates, and… blah blah. You get the idea, of course that's not all that I've been up to, but that's another story.

Thanks everyone for the comments on my last entry, they are appreciated. I never did get to those curtains just yet, I wonder how long I can put them off for...

It looks like this is the best entry that you are getting from me right now, it's late.

Have a good one!

Huh?

I see that the whole pirate idea took off in the last post... it's not the flag is it? Well, I still haven't opened the rum yet, just not ready for it I guess. Don't worry nothings wrong with me.

That last post didn't get the response I was expecting, thank you people for behaving. I guess lately in all things I have been thinking “how wrong can it go”, I'm working on that optimistic thing. Until then everyone that I talk to, be warned, I have that gloom and doom thing going on. Actually it's not as bad as that, I have been feeling less "gloom and doom" the last day or two, so I must be coming back to normal.

Started playing Fable (xbox) yesterday, I like it. Now I see why my nephew spent most of the time he could playing it after x-mas. Since I did watch him play it I know some of what I can be expecting, always a bonus. I feel bit funny about playing Fable when we have a copy of Halo 2 that I haven't plugged in just yet, it's just wrong.

Other than that I have spent my time since getting home cleaning or watching movies or a combination (I require background noise). The house is clean, but now I face the project that I have been avoiding for a while... curtains for the den. It's not that I can't do it, I just haven't been in the sewing mood. Well, it's time to suck it up and start the project! (On Monday) haha

I haven't been online much since getting home, so don't feel slighted if I'm not leaving comments. It's not that I haven't been keeping up it's just that I can't think of anything interesting to say.

Have a good one!

All about the shoes

I wasn't going to update until tomorrow at the earliest; can you see how that's working for me? Pfft It's not like I have much to say, but this keeps me from trying to look at web pages while I'm uploading pics from the last month. Can we say: Dial-up sucks!

Anyway, so this last month has been rather confusing and interesting. This whole thing with Aaron (formally know as "the ex") is.... Well it is what it is. I'm trying not to wait for the other shoe to drop, it's hard not to see how wrong all this could go, that's what scares me. I want to be optimistic, I really do, and then all this stupid shit comes floating through my head. Doesn't help that he is trying to push everything to get back to where we were two years ago, I try to hold him back, some things just take time to rebuild. Besides if you're going to rebuild you want to make it stronger and better, no short cuts. Ya know?

Hmmm I may regret putting that last paragraph out there, but it is what I am feeling. Well, at least it is one of the most honest and bare things that I have written here in a long time.

There's a ton of other things that I would like to add to that line of thought, but I'm perfectly aware that at least ten people who read my rambles don't want to hear about it. haha Not that that would really stop me, but since everything with us is sort of new again, I don't need anyone shitting on my shoes (so-to-speak).

It was nice to drive up to the house last night, I knew that I was getting home sick, but I hadn't realized how much until I got here. Boo and Mythra were both irritated with me, actually Myth still is, she hit me with her tail today when I was checking her out for rattie issues. Boo is just being a little distant, not a surprise.

I opened the x-mas presents that were sitting under the tree last night (I meant to be back home for x-mas people!) I loved it all! Big thanks to John and Monkey for the rum I love you man! Haha I haven't cracked the bottle open just yet, don't worry it won't linger in the house too long. I was scared for a minute that you had sent me a bottle of wine, not that I don't like wine but rum is always a good idea.

That's all I have (translation - the pics finally finished uploading).

Have a good one!

The Plan - never works

It seems that I just wasn't meant to leave my sister's home just yet. Last night "the plan" was that I leave this morning about the same time that the boys (Pen's older two) were leaving for school. Road conditions turned some time last night so that plan was scrapped. So, the new plan is to leave Thursday morning, in the mean time I will be fixing a few things around the apartment that require a nerds touch.

New Year's was nice a quiet, I like quiet more and more these days. We had several people over here including a group of teenagers, in reality it wasn't really quiet but there were no brawls so it counts as quiet for me. We (adults) did have a few drinks but nobody was drunk, everyone seemed to enjoy themselves.

Was that the lamest paragraph that I have ever put together or what... Can I claim that my nephew wrote it? No? Well, piss off!

I have been in a decent mood the last few days, no migraines. I'm seriously in shock right now over that, and I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop and be in major pain. In the mean time I am going to enjoy the pain free moments, and hope that maybe they are gone for good. It's a nice dream isn't it.
For the board: What New Year's resolution did you make?

Have a good one!