Trial By Fire

You can probably guess that things aren’t quite going well from the title.

John or maybe it was the Monkey I was talking to, were joking a few weeks back about people in my life going through a “trial by fire”. Ha Granted at the time we were making light of it but I would guarantee that we were both gearing for the shock wave that follows a kenz-complete-melt-down. He’s seen this up close and personal, it’s not good. I feel it coming, it’s already started , there’s no stopping it. I have tried to clear a few people from the damage that will inevitably follow, not sure that it worked but I tried before the process had gone too far.

For those that know me know this is not the time to ask questions, make innocent friendly jabs, or really communicate with me much…it will go badly. Anyone who doesn’t know me, it’s best just to stay out of the way until the fire dies down.

I plan to start writing on a more regular basis because I need every outlet that I can get right now working for me, though it probably won’t be anything personal for awhile.

Have a good one

One day

V-Day

So, yesterday was that dreaded day when men either come out as the man is shining armor or the asshole that just wasn’t paying attention…or so I gathered from a conversation between to guys at the corner gas station. One of them turned to me and asked how my day went my response: “it’s just another day and anyone who treats it differently is looking to be disappointed” I smiled and wished them both a nice evening. My evening was lovely in case anyone was wondering, Aaron and I watched a movie and cuddled on the couch with no talk of houses or the wedding, and the cell phones off. ::sigh:: Just perfect, relaxed, enjoyable evening.

Well that’s all that I have for the moment.

Have a good one!

Re-cycled

Tough Love

Okay so my break went longer then everyone expected (including me), by the time I thought that I was ready to come back events dissuaded me from posting anything. Everything has been so erratic since November that I just got burnt on trying to express myself and failing miserably. With other peoples’ interpretations and assumptions about what was really going on with me, I was extremely tired of trying to explain the reality of my world. Sometimes you just have to step back and watch them flail about and hope reality dawns on them…can’t say that it was effective in most cases but hell it was worth a shot.

High Tension

The reality of my world has made a major shift recently, wedding is back on and on top of that there’s house hunting. Apparently I can’t doing anything small these days. Technically Mo and I are planning a small ceremony (for Aaron and I) and (Aaron is) looking for a small but nice home, I of course have reserved the right to veto any house he finds. For those interested in see how crazy I can get I’ll try to keep you posted, or Mo will let ya’ll know when I have been relocated to a padded cell.

The Grind

Well, as with all call center jobs my “class” has been weeding down to 8 people, in the next few months I imagine that it will drop to 4. The last few weeks have been plagued by “house cleaning” by the company that I work for, shift changes all around, and new policies that have been received with groans…starting to wonder if this company is about to change hands. I have been around for company mergers and buyouts, and frankly if I catch wind that it’s happening with this company I’ll be job hunting on top of all this other fun stuff that’s going on.

Notes

I'll be back later today/tonight to spread love via comments. Now I’m off to save the world that I call my own!

Have a good one.